This is her last Journal entry....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hi everyone. I need to talk to you about this. And,I won't change my mind because of what YOU think. This is MY brain,the side you haven't seen me,before,My serious side. Let me tell you,THIS IS SERIOUS. So, please, everyone that watches me,or I watch them or whatever, listen to my reason why I want to deactivate. For reals. I don't care how many "DON'T GOOOO!!!!" Because,When I always come back, you guys just... IGNORE me. Half my watchers ignore me. Why is that? I don't get it. If you want me to stay SO BADLY,why are you ignoring me? Hmm? That's what I thought. Okay, I have reasons why to leaving.
"What?! Family? Why?" Well, my mom's condistion right now,is getting worst and worst. She smokes,and she is overweight. *DON'T YOU DARE BE MEAN TO HER,SHE IS MY FIRST SUPPORTER,YOU DUMB PRICK!* Yeah. I said it. And what does my DAD do? Sits. and. watch's. T.V. ALL. DAY. Long. No helping,Not loving her,Just... Sits there. Oh, did I tell you he called me Fat and Ugly? No? Oh, Okay. He didn't care that I had Autism,He didn't give a shit about my birth,Just thought I was a fucking animal. He doesn't even say "Love you" to me, Except when he leaves. What does that tell you? Hmm? One day,my mom fell, down in the ground. What did he do? Stand in the garage,looking for the lawn mower. I offered to help her. But, she got up on her own. But,If something happens to my mom,I'll either go to my Uncle Steve or my Aunt Tina. Fuck my dad,I'm not going with HIM. After what he did. He is not going to be invited anywhere I go. I can go where ever I want to.
2. Money problems.
"WHATTTTT YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE A JOB BWHAHAHAHAHA" No, since my dad is a asshole,he doesn't give money to my mom when she needs it. He keeps it all to himself,as usual. I get money from working around,picking up bottles, and stuff. And,I give my mom my money when she needs it. Because,I'm not greedy, like my dad,I mean, I don't spend my money in a heartbeat. And,she gives my money that she spent,back to me. So.. Yeah.
"YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT SCHOOL TOO MUCH,BWAHAHAHAHHAAH" Yes,I do, Because people bully me? And the teachers are like "Well,I'll go talk to them about it." THEY WON'T STOP JUST BECAUSE YOU TALK TO THEM,YOU IDIOT. Obviously,They're going to do more and more of it until I snap. I even talked to the principal about it,and she did the same. GOD DAMN. THING. I was told to Shut the Fuck up by a student my age,in my class, and h said when I told the teacher: "I was only messing around." BGFFV NHBFG ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! YOU DON'T KID AROUND WHEN YOU SAY THOSE WORDS. "Students can swear" MY FUCKING ASS. My English teacher taught us swear words *NO JOKE* And she wanted to look up what prostrate meant. I was trying not to laugh. Pretty sad if a 13 year old knows a word a teacher doesn't know. Lol.
Do I really need to explain this?
Well.. That's all I have. Please,Don't cry for me,I'll win my own battles,But,winning Arguments make me look stupid.
May Jesus be with you *Even if you don't believe him*
Bye,Everyone,For one final time,
EDIT: WOOOHOO!!! She's staying!!!